Falling DuskFalling Dusk by xhave-a-lattex
Chapter One, Torn to Shreds
I couldnt believe that I had been reduced to this. That she had reduced me to this. I had gone decades without looking twice at a woman, so why was going one week not seeing her tearing me to pieces?
These feelings for her seemed to come on in waves, so strong that weekly hunting became necessary to endure the time with her I craved so much. Esme joked that I must be due a growth spurt. In truth, the whole family were puzzled by my monstrous appetite. Alice kept kept checking in on my future, worried that something was wrong.
Something was wrong all right. The effort of being so near her every day and not allowing myself to throw her against a wall and doing unspeakable things to her sapped every drop of energy from me. Every train of thought found its way to her. She was some kind of siren, dredged up from hell to torment me. Or rather, for me to be tormented when I couldnt see her. Touch her